The week before my birthday are always the most anticipated and yet anxious

On one hand, I dun wan it to come quickly cause it will pass soon!
On the other hand, you can’t wait for it so as to receive wishing!
It is a very dilemma thing!

My 21st birthday make me think quite a bit through my life and bits of my life!
I remembered my sister birthday I did a video for her, as that time I was alright!
Life is really fragile, you never know when something is going to hit hard!
So treasure your friends and family and stay together!
Time really passes, as I remembered 2 years ago my sister 21st!
I was still walking well and good but now I still quite happy with my life.
I am thankful that god gave me so many good people to assist me in my tough journey, they have been a great help in encouraging and loving me.
Will update again on Saturday or Sunday!! 
Wish me in advance then!
Ciao!!